Well today has been an interesting one..some good, some not so good. I hope someone besides Leslie and Lois and the kids are reading this! Ha!..lets get some comments going, I need this guys, a lot! Ya want to see a bald girl cry...I can't even cry in my beer anymore! geez...called my regular doc in Florida today..not good he flipped out at the mere mention of any other treatment than regular traditional chemo...really got going..like a bunch of killers..ok that was wonderful to hear...like "hang um at the pass" ok then after talking to my radiation lady, she said..'do what ya have to for yourself 'will not abandon me..my internist here wants to hear more and to see me, she is also a Hospice, I guess that is how u spell it,,doc and very caring.....I want to live to see u all again and not feel dragged down and sick that is my goal..of course to be Cootie free..of the litte buggars..screw them..ok..Sharon will be over tonight with "Tootsie" liked it want to laugh tonight....love u all my dear family..help me fight this please...