Monday, July 23, 2007

POGONIP..pix I took Christmas day 05


MY JOURNEY,
My heart begins with this tree, it's the way I feel right now, like the frozen branches in the fog waiting for the sun to cast its early rays and take out all of the things that make it stiff and crystal.
This is how I begin with my battle until I rid myself of this poison in my body, and you will all be able to accompany me on the way if you choose to read the blog; feel free to comment, I would like that very much, and it will help me, as well as prayers and ka bookie dances or whatever you do to drive out evil. I was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer 2 weeks ago, and sadly it went into my brain..it has metastasized.into lesions..so cannot be surgically removed..so I have to be radiated..like in a star trek waiting room, for the next 12 days now, it was 15..then on Aug 13th -SIX MONTHS of Chemo...Justin shaved my head yesterday, and I am happy, as I was already starting to loose my hair and I hated that! I am into scarfs and baseball caps...and look like (cannot spell) Shinade O'Connor, but cuter! send me a scarf.. haha...ok tired now..will try and write every chance I get, and let you be the fly on the wall...need good vibes and lots and lots of uplifting support which goes unsaid for my beloved family and friends..I WILL BEAT this, because I am strong and have an awesome attitude.I promise you all that!

4 comments:

Leslie Victoria-Leland said...

I LOVE YOU!!! Thank you so much for the beautiful writing. I am SO glad that you are doing this. It is incredibly valuable for all of us. You are an inspiration....and we already know that you are way cuter than sinead o'connor. You are going to be the cutest bald girl around. love you- leslie

Lois, Eli, and Hannah said...

i know you can do this aunt carol. we all love you! Hopefully soon i can come out and visit you finally!

-Eli

Mary said...

Hi Carol!

After reading your blog,I have to say even though you have "evil"invaders in your body you are beautiful INSIDE and OUTSIDE!
You always have great energy and spirt and I will think of every positive thought to help you fight this!
Love you,
Mary

Anonymous said...

Hey Fuzzy Wuzzy! YOu do look cute with your new hairless cut! Justin did a great job. And the scarf looked great. Leave it to you to make a fashion statement with a shaved head and a fancy scarf!!! You can do it girlfriend - we're all in there with you!
Loved being there last week - hectic and crazy but loving just the same. Be seeing you again soon...keep smiling Chica!
love you bunches - your pal, delrio